This is something that has been very hard for me to understand. I know that God has a plan and there is a reason behind why He has decided not to bless me with a child yet. There are months that are easy to trust in Him and realize that He works all things out for good. On the other hand, there are months that I am frustrated. Is it okay for me to admit that? I don't like to admit that because I feel like I am not trusting in Him at those times, but we are all human flesh and can't understand everything.